Be warned, rant ahead... :
What the effing hell is wrong with some people?! Seriously.
What kind of person stops talking to you, taking your calls and doesn't answer your texts for apparently no reason? And then when you dare ask some mutual friends what the fuck is going on, she accuses you of stealing away her friends. Heeeeello? Are we in frickin third grade? Then you find out said person has had a problem with you for at least 2 months. And you try calling her again and still you get no answer, leaving you absolutely clueless as to what the hell happened. Oh yeah, the person totally knows that you've been going through a lot lately, too.

I mean, it's really cool with me when she wants to have some space to think it all through and maybe calm down a little bit. But 3 weeks? That's being plain evil, especially since she knows she hurting me a lot.


Here's three things I feel the need to share:

1) Being betrayed by someone who you considered a friend is a real bad feeling
2) Being a constant victim of your own thoughts is far more worse than 1)
3) Having both things happen to you at the same time... that's something I wouldn't wanna happen to anyone. It's not a good place to be. Quite frankly, it sucks.
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On another note, I was at Anna's yesterday and went home around 10, just to find my brother's friends being all over the place. They're all pretty nice, plus they're good looking ---> soooo not complaining here. So yeah, anyways, after a while they all went to some bar except for one guy and we talked for like 3 hours and man, I haven't ever met a member of the male population who was that insightful or emotional. And he gave me a bunch of cigs which made it all the more awesome.

And there's something else, y'all should check out Franny's new blog [link], which honestly is a blast to read

Alrighty, I'm gonna go eat something now and try to accept the fact that I'm all out of cigarettes... wish me luck.